Ignore the suspense-filled title..

 she didn’t attend any of my classes today..

I think she just came to stare at me the whole day, just to see if i worked my ass off enough at the department… and NO, her having the hots for me is NOT an option!

I chatted with her a little while working, and i was able to make her laugh (HAHA, purg!) and after that her leering wasn’t as severe and she was a bit more relaxed than before, so i guess that’s a good thing..

but today was pretty eventful nonetheless…

The Principal attended the first class i had, but thank God it was with the smart CALM class.. she didn’t have to lose her hearing caused by the very long and loud “MIiiiiiiiiIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiISSS!??!?!!?!” or the very short and sudden, but still loud ”MISS!MISS!MISS!MISS!MISS!MISS!” that the other class produced.. they’re smart, but i can’t really judge because they’re so loud and that makes me go deaf momentarily, so when i choose someone to answer all i hear is a faint *ToooooooOOOoooooT* in my ears.. even if they ARE dumb, i think that’s a smart plan to make me go deaf so i wouldn’t hear the answers entirely… i should’ve thought of that when i was in high school.. i could’ve used that in my Mathematics classes… i hate math
bs elmohim ina my class made me proud, they answered all the questions i had, they were well-prepared.. i felt sorta proud of myself too…

The english department had eshraf.. that’s never good.. that means we have to rush out of the room in between every period to shoo the girls to their classes, to prevent walking around aimlessly or meeting up with friends because that may cause endless gossiping and chattering…

PLUS, we were forced to do work that wasn’t our responsibility… we have a Control room.. why are we doing their jobs of calculating all the exam papers of all the 10th grade classes?!? Isn’t that their JOB??!?!?! And while we were doing their job, they just sat around all day in their room having breakfast the whole time ALL DAY LONG… i have no idea how that’s even possible…

but oh my God, the STRESS! either i was a really good actress or my brain was fooling me by making me think that i was just fine the whole day i was teaching, rushing out to the hallways to do my eshraf duty, checking my preperation book to avoid mistakes the supervisor would murder me for, correcting notebooks, working on exercises, stapling exam papers, calculating exam papers, and the list goes on..

i think i fooled myself by saying i was FINE, but then as soon as i get into the car to go home, i can literally feel my whole body relax, i could feel my shoulders un-tense.. my whole body almost went numb from happiness because of the prospect of being home soon lol

but Alas (7elwa Alas, 3ajbatni), tomorrow is another day… pray that i don’t have a nervous breakdown.