R.I.P.Baba Jaber

Watching Baba Jaber’s Funeral From My Point Of View:i’m watching the funeral now.. alot of things are going through my mind. it’s time like these that things start to change in your eyes. your whole life takes on a new perspective.
Before this i’d be (for example) in the car and see everybody around me in different categories and judging them… like, “wow, that guy’s a lousy driver!!” or when i’d see the police just standing there talking on their fons when somebody speeds by them, i’d say “khosh sher6a fee hal balad”..

but now i see those exact same people and they’re in a different light.. like, “wow, all these people are there for the Ameer.. they’re all like me.. sad but supportive of the Sabah family… kuwaiti.”
and i’m actually proud to be part of this.. part of this society.. it has alot of great sides to it.. but we somehow like to focus on the bad parts of it..
we’re actually tight and strong together when we need to be, we’re there for each other..

His funeral just arrived at the grave yard.. 6 ambulances? what? an original and decoys? :/ i don’t know…

hmm.. even though it’s all emotional there’s a weird “formality” air to it all… something that brings the word “obligatory” to mind..
They don’t want to (drive the ambulance with Baba Jaber’s body in it/ Be in any of those red 7aras cars/ go to the funeral in general) because THEN it’ll feel true and they don’t want it to be like that… but they have to..
There he is… in his final bed.. They’re carrying him on their shoulders and he’s covered with the Kuwaiti flag..

some idiots are actually taking their time pulling out their cam-fons!!!! the IDIOTS!
if they think it’s a way of recording history, i suggest they keep a scrap book! that’s what newspapers are for!..

omg.. Baba Sa’ad just arrived… God, i love him..

now they’re praying…
now they’re carrying him to his grave… laish za7ma chethi? :/ they’re not orderly at all..

weird… i don’t feel anything… the news, the whole thing, still hasn’t sunk in yet…

now they’re almost done… *sighs* i can’t watch anymore…