i hate to leave u guys with a stressed note, but finals are soon so nobody can blame me basically…
Finals are like concentration camps to all students, i believe it’s a conspiracy theory… they want us all to get nervous breakdowns before we hit 40…
it’s a very complicated and closed conspiracy theory, it controls the world and we can’t do anything about it… if we boycott exams, we never get jobs and not getting jobs would cause us to eventually die of being too fat and stuck to the living room couch with 5 remotes aligned on our huge tummies and all the fast foods products we can ever dream of thrown and discarded all around us… u’ll have to have 2 trucks to help u off the couch and u’ll be forced, for the first time, to lift up each engorged breast (or man boobies) just to wash under the many layers of fat and skin…
so yea, we have to go through this exam thing, we’re forced to go though the stress and pulling hair out phase… we have to…

so akeed u all know what i want to say: i may not post for a week or 2, so i can struggle through exams and then try to collect my remainings after each exam and after going to see the results…

i know myself i don’t think i did as good as i wanted to do this course, so we’ll have to see where that takes us… *sighs*

adios and ciao my bebes :* i love u all…

*walks away with a tear rolling down her cheek*

ok, these are very very random, i specifically cut pasted them all over a Word document just to get them random. My priorities aren’t this way, but these are the things that always make me happy. at first i decided to make a list of things that piss me off but changed my mind when i saw the Beach Boys movie on Channel 4 when one of the band’s dudes gets into meditating and wants more positivity in his life but his band-mates think he’s crazy and his girlfriend breaks up with him and he doesn’t want drugs, or maybe he was on drugs? madri, so… *stops to take a breath*…

where was i? oh yea, so here is my list…

I make me happy.
Me being in the spotlight when I’m in a good mood makes me happy. (I’m a leo, being in the spotlight is very nice lol :p )
When people understand my sense of humor (or lack of it) makes me happy.
Friends make me happy.
Nice surprises make me happy.
My blog and certain specific Bloggers make me happy.
A good meal with good company makes me happy.
REAL conversation makes me happy.
Heat makes me happy.
Humor and Laughing make me happy.
Knowledge makes me happy.
Reading makes me happy.
Candy and Chocolate make me happy.
Dancing around alone in my room makes me happy.
Performing my evil acts without getting caught makes me happy.
Playing the role of a funny female character in a story I like (playing her in my head of course) makes me happy.
My art makes me happy.
My collection of pens and pencils (black mostly) makes me happy.
Jeans (pants or skirts) make me happy.
Simplicity in everything makes me happy.
Comfortable shoes make me happy.
Laziness makes me happy.
Love makes me happy.
A good Fashion sense makes me happy.
Sleep makes me happy.
My pillows and bed make me happy.
Music makes me happy.
TV makes me happy.

Aries: Just one. You want to make something of it?
Taurus: One, but just *try* to convince them that the burned-out one is useless and should be thrown away.
Gemini: Two, but the job never gets done — they just keep arguing about who is supposed to do it and how it’s supposed to be done!
Cancer: Just one. But it takes a therapist three years to help them through the grief process.
Leo: Leo’s don’t change light bulbs, although sometimes their agent will get a Virgo in to do the job for them while they’re out.
Virgo: Approximately 1.000000 with an error of +/- 1 millionth.
Libra: Umm, two. Or maybe one. No — on second thought, make that two. Is that OK with you?
Scorpio: That secret information can only be shared only with the Enlightened Ones in the Star Chamber of the Ancient Hierarchical Order.
Sagittarius: The sun is shining, the day is young, we’ve got our whole lives ahead of us, and you’re inside worrying about a stupid burned-out light bulb?
Capricorn: I don’t waste my time with these childish jokes.
Aquarius: Well, you have to remember that everything is energy, so…..
Pisces: Light bulb? What light bulb?

It may look small compared to an actual library, but i DON’T CARE…

*sighs and gazes at her book shelves* I love my library… it may not even deserve the term “library” but it is to me…. it has my comedies, romantic comedies, sappy romances, my history books and novels, my old teeny mini-novels, and some extra old school books thrown in there… hmm… plus a dictionary or two hehehe

aham shay the Pochahontas coin-bank LOL which is matrooosa kharda, and my laptop’s bag/briefcase on the upper shelf, the one I never use because I sleep with my laptop LOL
and some empty files are there too…
the lower shelf is my magazine kingdom all sorts of magazines but mostly YM, CosmoGirl and Cosmopolitan (woohoo!) and of course, my latest Virgin Megastore bag that is full of magazines that should be sorted (Jackie’s procrastination has rubbed off on me, I know)

hmmmm… and what else? Well, nothing much… I just took a pic of this because i wanted to show it off…. now that I have, I shall go :p

wada3an… *sighs and keeps gazing*

So, the date was Saturday 14th of May 2005, the place: Muhallab Complex, and The Time: Early Morning (the first time Symbol-Bebe sees her face at that time of day)

Previously, on Wednesday, the day of the Today was a Special Day post, i found out that Jackie and Symbol-Bebe surprised me by arranging a get together behind my back, they’ve been planning it for some time but non of the times they’d suggest would click… until… Wednesday Happened… so the day before I was like can we go out or something?.. How about we go out on Saturday? And she’s like sure, we’ll go to Muhallab complex. It was weird because we’d usually go to Burger King or Jareer, and it was the first time we go to a Complex…

So while we were on our way, lil Miss Jackie, calls somebody, so i’m just sitting there and all of a sudden she says: “Hey! Symbols! we’re on our way!” and of course, u can imagine the look on my face! The shock and horror we’re very APPARENT! and i hear symbols yelling at Jackie and screaming: “SOME SURPRISE!” lol and after Jackie hung up, i started beating her up lol

We arrived and immediately headed to the second floor where the fast food restaurants were, and find Symbol-Bebe waiting there, we meet and say our hi’s and hello’s as if we’ve known each other ever since we were in diapers and we sat and started yapping about school and boys and the usual girly things… We then get up and order Burger King breakfast, now THAT blew Symbol-Bebe’s brain out since it’s the first time she realizes Fast Foods have breakfast manues LOL After that we sat down and talked some more.. while we were eating and talking, a few birds flew in ,from God Know Where, inside the mall and kept on flying back and forth They were sort of cute but i had to check inside my sandwich if there were any bird droppings (eeewww!!!)

While scanning the mall and gezgezing around, we find this store which sells some cheap knock-off wristbands like those Live Strong ones and such.. so Jax HAD to get one that said PERVERT on it… it’s as if it was made for her :p

Anyways, after walking around, getting candy from the Sweet Factory (niyahahaha! 7ARAA!), and laughing our heads off at knock-off tacky lingerie with boob holes (don’t ask) we said our goodbyes and cried tears of joys and sorrow (not really)…

AND SO, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS THE SECRET WE HAVE KEPT FROM YOU ALL! (we apologize but we had to :p)

so i hope we have more of those going outs sorta days… cos it was supa-dupa-fun :p